Because I am alone I feel my insides rotting, a zombie on the inside. I smear love on every thing and Every woman does Not want my physical luv. I Just my money, food, and shelter. So here I sit, Immortally dieing on the inside. Death does not want me, Immortal that I am. I look forward to the one that lives to kill me, with out me knowing. What happened to us all, every one is lost in there own head. I really have to say that I held my ex girlfriend for a few hors, Loving the moment, then I was given a Ride home from bar. she left, I cried untell I fell asleep. then the fallowing morning I awoke and continued to cry from the pain I feel insi